Gradually becoming aware of your mistakes and shortcomings is painful and difficult enough.

But when they are being rubbed to your face,
“Teka lang! Dahan-dahan naman! Ang sakit ha!” 🤣🤣🤣
Pero sige lang.
Siguro, kailangan yung ganito para mas matuto, para mas maging malakas.

Pero Lord, I need Your grace to go through this process without coming out bitter. Sana, kahit sobrang sakit na, hindi ko naman sana gustuhing manakit din ng iba.
Mahina po kasi ako. Opo, slow pa tsaka lampa rin.

Kaya sana, isa-isa lang. Pero kung para sa mas ikabubuti ko itong sunod-sunod na banat, help me endure, help me be made pure.

Amen.

P.S. pasensiya na po kung masyado kong tiniis yung hindi ko dapat tiniis, at hindi ko tiniis yung kailangang tiisin sana for the good.

Sorry, I have been overdoing the things I should just be doing in moderation, while I’ve been lacking in giving what I’m supposed to give in full.

Akala ko ang tagal ko na sa liwanag. Pero hanggang ngayon, nangangapa pa rin pala ako sa dilim.
Have I just been fooling myself before? Ah, hindi naman.
I just keep on turning away from the Light, only to realize that I really can’t live without it.